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 Lucia Ferguson ConquistadorAnd we stood there underneath the ceiling, underneath the sweating sky
 
Fluorescent goes buzz
 
And I buzz. And I am dry.
 
This mouth gone slack. Eight million words gone and buried, gone to stretching yellow lines, and still
 
I am the exploiter, I am the conqueror, I turn this into a poem
 
If this had legs it would walk so quietly 
 
But I can’t make you see slack jaws, empty eyes, hot close smell
 
This smell. They would have smelled it too, antiseptic, piss, perfume, love.
 
They stomp and I stomp. I am the conquistador. I help myself.
 
I cannot help but take and take
 
I am all dry
 
I am all dry all over
 
Is this what it has come down to? They wrote elegies. I have no elegies. 
 
The requiem that they all sang
 
(their voices were hoarse but they were sure)
 
Is this the wail?
 
I have not wailed. I have not rent my hair. I have not marked this day.
 
I am not sure. 
 
I have only seen an old woman
 
suddenly gone
 
slack jawed 
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